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heartbreak

3, April 2016

What rhymes with hickdead?

teasing me only to push me away… testing the waters to see if you still hold sway… tempting me with your appeal… In another attempt to make me feel… like someone who would be happy, proud… but being with the likes of you, disallowed… fuck your games, your precious self… I’ll put you back upRead More …

22, November 2015

Alone.

I took this photo many years ago when we were still living in northern New Hampshire. I happened to notice the sunlight coming into our tiny bathroom window, and ran to get my camera. Balancing one foot on each side of the tub’s edge, I snapped this photo because the scene absolutely spoke to me.Read More …

26, October 2015

Words can’t always heal

My heart was recently – absolutely – shattered by someone I never expected to do it. One friend flat-out said “I don’t know how to help you” – another just didn’t answer the phone or texts. Telling someone who has lost someone – that it’s for the best, or that you are better off, orRead More …

13, May 2015

energy

The sheer amount of energy it takes to be HATED by someone is staggering. It consumes you. It’s what you think about when you wake up. It’s what is in the back of your mind when you’re washing dishes or cooking dinner. It’s forefront in your mind when you’re reading another diatribe. It pervades yourRead More …